Review of my KCA's Saturday..

okay.. first part of the day was pretty awesome, heres how it started:

we got to the KCA's and everything was good.. 

my friend taylor and I met our other friend talar at UCLA (where the KCA's are)

and then we went on out hunt for tickets. 

at first we were all pretty shy and didnt want to go around and ask anyone for tickets.. 

but right away my mom started asking everyone for tickets

it seemed this year it was going to be harder to get tickets than it was last year.

eventually we made signs that said things like "tickets needed"

we got our first 2 tickets from these really sweet older ladies who just had extra ticket 

then we went on to find 2 more tickets and we were set

we got into the KCA's and it was pretty cool!

while we were in there we met Raja and Jordan from Unfabulous, Savannah, and Jennifer and Daniel from Wizards of Waverly Place. 

it was definitely a successful awards show..

after the awards we decided to hit up HOB and check out the Honor Society concert

we had heard rumors JB was going so we were pretty excited and hopeful we would see them

we ended up waiting outside for 2 or 3 hours. 

hungry in the cold

while we were waiting at HOB we saw: John Taylor, Derek Huff, and Joey Page.

when the Jonas Brothers finally came out; 

Nick waved and said Hi

Joe looked over, but barley acknowledged we were there

Kevin walked straight into the car and looked super pissed. 

after the Jonas Brothers left .. 

we decided we were too hungry to wait around for Demi, Honor Society and other people that were still there

so we left and went to find something to eat

we had discussed staying the night with Taylors friend from New Jersey, Laura, at their hotel if my mom became too tired to drive all the way back home to SD

and we figured thats what we would do!

so we went and ate.. we ate at like 11:30

after that we went and walked to our cars.. 

only to find they werent there. 

they had been towed away!!

by the time we got to the towing place it was 12:30

(my dad buys cars and fixes them up and sells them for a living

my mom has always wanted this one old jag and finally he got her one.. 

we only got it about last week or less

meaning my mom didnt have anything in her name!! :/)

this all means that when we got to the towing place they wouldnt let us get our car!

my mom started crying because the guy was accusing us of stealing the car and all this other stuff. 

then the jerk who worked there was making fun of all of us!

so my mom ended up calling my dad to fax over the information to the car

but by that time it was 1:00 and we dont have a fax machine at our house

my dad had to go around and look for one

by the time he got to a fax machine it was 2:30 almost

and by this time taylor and I were rather homesick

we both had horrible nerves making our stomachs sick. 

so i asked my mom if she would be alright to drive home

we got a third of the way there when my mom decided she was too tired to drive any longer 

so we pulled over at an "always open" denny's and slept for about 30 minutes

then we got back onto the road

by the time we got home it was 5:00 in the morning 

i woke up today at 1:00 

and i feel like i wasted a whole day of my life being tired and sleeping!

i think someday i will look back this and laugh, hopefully. 

but i do believe the cause of all this misfortune was the Jonas Brothers.. 

i hope they know i will be sending them the towing bill. 

they should be expecting it

KCA's first post.

on my way to the Kids Choice Awards!

woohoo. 

going to be a ton of funn!

hopefully we will meet the Jonas Brothers!

finally.. haha

I really am determined this year to get a picture with them this year!!

well anyways I am really excited!

so I will be back on later to tell you how its going!

hopefully I will be able to post a picture later of me and them!! <33

Thoughts on being Single

"eww" Why is it so complicated?

I mean.. for a good amount of time being single is a lot of fun. You can talk to whoever and do whatever. But at some point it gets kind of boring, and you start to want to be in a relationship.. right? or is that only me? haha

Well anyways. I am at that stage where Im kinda bored of being single now. I want to be in a relationship again! I just don't know who I would be in a relationship with? haha

Like when you are single there are a number of people you are attracted to, right? But then what, you just have to talk to like all these different people and then see who you could potentially like, and then start random conversations out of nowhere!? That can be hard. 

Eww. being single is a major pain in the butt as far as I see it. 

btw. do I write in here too much? haha

It seems like it?

^^(i love how i say that like there is really anyone out there who reads this thing!?)^^

Intercession Blues

it sucks that just because I am not going to intercession like all my friends, 

i seem to be getting left out of everything!

&i know that whole story where since I am doing good in school and all that stuff

later on it will all pay off. 

I get it. 

but it sucks!

i hate that I didn't get invited to certain hangouts because I didn't hear about it at intercession?

&that my friends cant tell me to my face that they don't want to hang out with me on saturday, 

and even if thats not the point and their parents really don't want them to.. 

then why in the whole wide world would their parents rather let them go to some freakin' party at someone's house that they don't even know!!? where everyone is gona be drinking and doing other stupid stuff. 

I mean really!??!!!?!?!?!

ughh. watever. i figure, i am going to have an awesome future

so i should just let everyone else do all the stupid shit that they want, 

because eventually, 

Im gona  be on top! 

^(haha sure)^

I don't wana grow up.

Sometimes. 

it feels like everything is going so fast. 

life is flying by,

you cant stop it.

there is nothing to do about it.

every year you get older, wiser or not

there is nothing you can do, 

but learn to be content with it

So there is this Guy..

And he is amazing

He speaks of not finding anyone

No one out there wants him

He is lonely 

And adorable

He wants someone to feel the way I do about him

But will he realize it ever?

Im not one to put myself out there

I don't share my thoughts and emotions with everyone

I just want him to know I am here

But its one of those things that 

You want what you cant have, and he wants everyone he cant seem to get

But me, Im the girl who feels the same way towards him

I cant say I know him very well

I cant say we are a perfect match or anything

But the things he writes 

I can relate to so well, and he is cute and I think he is cool

The thing is, I don't know if he would give me a chance. 

I feel an attraction to him. 

But maybe he just doesn't see it there. 

Why do you want what you cant have, 

But when there is something you can have.. you don't want it?

Hi My Name is Ariana

I am a female.

I am shy at first, but as you get to know me I come out of my shell. 

I love beautiful things,  i find beauty in everything. 

I try to not regret.. ANYTHING.

Boys.. complicated subject! I have had my heart slightly broken before.

I love music.. its a huge part of my life. 

I love dancing, it is basically my passion. The way I see it is that I know I am not the best, but for now I am the best I can be.. and if I want to get better I must continue to practice and try hard. So i will continue to dance, because when I dance whatever is going on.. goes away and when I am dancing everything is easy.. and it just comes naturally. I don't have to think so much and I can let go and everything just goes away. Its something that makes me very happy.

I love writing.. hence the blog. 

I am a sophomore in high school. 

I am completely unaware of where life is going to take me. But i know wherever it is.. it will be amazing. 

I don't know where I am going to go to college, and I don't know what I want to study. 

I love reading.. I read all the time. 

Used books stores are my favorite. 

I love movies.. and tv. 

I am a major nerd. But not necessarily the smartest. 

I get average grades. I enjoy challenging myself in school to see how far I can push myself to do my best. 

I have a mom, a dad, and a brother. I also have three dogs. I love animals.

I love my grandparents more than a lot of people in the world. 

Even though I live in this town that is full of wonderful people, it doesn't show up on a map, or on the weather news in the morning, I have experienced things most 15 year olds probably haven't.. 

My friends and I get through life.. some of them wishing they could escape from this place, but me, I am thankful for where I live.. It is a great place overall. 

Im not as innocent as I seem. 

I believe what I want, I have a strong mind and I don't fall to peer pressure. 

I know my limits and I have strong will. 

I am a christian, and probably not the one my mom wants me to be.. 

But I do the best I can. 

I am a happy person most of the time. But when Im pmsing.. you might want to watch out!

I like to shop, fashion is something that interests me very much. 

And besides my birthday being April 20th, and my nationality being Mexican, Spanish, American, Chinese.. and everything else.. 

I think this is all you need to know about me. 

For now.